I started the first two paintings original layers in November 2016, 100’s of layers and dots later I’m nearly finishing them. The last is the start of a new series exploring my body as I transition and the journey of my identity and sense of self. This will include painting and photography as well as
I’ve been out there on the dating scene for the last few months. Deep down I knew what to expect. I was not wrong. I’m going to tell you now, there are more closeted men out there than you think. The majority of people whom have contacted me on dating sites and apps are closeted
I found out officially last year around September, October that I was indeed gender dysphoric and that is what was creating huge problems in my life. Over a year earlier I had come out openly about aspects of my sexuality and this in turn then gave me the freedom to start exploring my gender more
I just had all my blood work done a couple of weeks ago and it was all pretty awesome news. My T is basically non-existent, it didn’t take too much Androcur(anti-androgen) to get it right down as my T was already low before I started this process. My E is up and I feel pretty
I have tried many things, gay, straight, bi and even asexual for a short time. Finally this year I came to identify myself as pansexual. Over time I have come to believe it’s a blessing, just like my being transgender. Something to be proud of, a valuable perspective of sexuality. Something that is ultimately empowering.
It’s been two years since I removed my masks and showed the world whom I truly was. I feel immensely proud being the transgender woman I am. I had to lose everything in order to be me. I had a bad first year as I adjusted and came to terms with my gender dysphoria. Also getting
I am officially enrolled in a Bachelor of Social Sciences with a major in Behavioural Studies. I start in a couple of weeks. It’s an online course so it’s flexible and perfect for my life. Direction. Finally. Something, somewhat solid has appeared. This will put me in a better place to help my people, the
You walk up to me with eyes glittering from the spotlights, full of energy and life. We smile, talk and connect. Energy starts to manifest. To you, I am this shiny, bright, exotic and ever so interesting new toy. An energy so bright that you are mesmerised by it. I represent something you can’t quite
My life used to be so easy when I had Male Privilege. This has all changed in the last two years, and it’s been super accelerated in the last four months with the introduction of Estrogen. Little by little the hormones gradually change the way my entire body works and well as my mind. It’s
I have been busy over-riding my pain in the last few weeks and getting back into painting. Here’s some more layers from the last of this series that I started last year. Lots of dots and lots more dots to come.